Update

Finally here to blog, didnt blog for quite some time. You can see the date of my last post. It was so long ago. Anyway, dun think i will blog so much now, there's simply no time. JC life is so hectic.....

I thought i will still be able to manage school work in jc when i was choosing my school, but i was WRONG. Not only am i finding it difficult to cope, i just have no idea to deal with it....SO different from secondary school. The problem is that we end school LATE. VERY LATE. With my combination of subject, the timetable is the worst you can get. I am really glad i didnt got in to AJC, if not, i will be dead by now. For now, i am suffocating, struggling.

Promotional exams just ended. I can have a short break, but i dun really feel good. Knowing that my results are going to be disappointing........i just cant imagine it. What most people in JC1 hope now is to get promoted........be it borderline or not, at least get promoted and move on, not wasting one more year, though i agree that is better have a good foundation. I am scared, just like taking my O level results. The physics paper was a disaster for me during O level, but there's a miracle, or should i say they marked down. Are there any more miracles? Well, i cant depend on that too. Whatever effort i put in will be reflected on my results, i cant change anything. Again, i just dun have the TIME to study and finish revising for my promos. For those i finished, some are just flipped through, get the main idea, not in depth enough to get myself prepared for promos. I wanted to revise during the September holidays, but just no TIME. I need to do tutorials - since the teachers having teaching the syllabus, revision packages. How to revise thoroughly? Furthermore, i just cant imagine they finishing teaching the JC1 syllabus during the last week of school and promos starts immediately the following week. Plus, no study leave, just gave us two consultation days. Maybe i really dunno how to manage my time well. But what i can say is that i really didnt waste any time doing something that is not important. *sigh*

No wonder people always say secondary school life is the best. I agree with that totally, especially the last 2 years.