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Promos results are out, most of my results are disappointing, only a few that i am happy with. But i at least, I THINK, i am able to get promoted to J2.

Never mind about the results, come to think that i am able to go Sydney without any worries, it makes me feel so excited. Before going this trip i need to check my blood group and to get the flu jab. I went for the blood group test on friday and got the result today. But i think i will not go that clinic (clinic B) anymore because of the doctor and their way of doing things. I went to check whether can i have a blood group test at clinic A at night and they said they do provide the service, just that is better to withdraw the blood in the morning so that they can work on it and not put it overnight. So i went to clinic B to ask the same thing again. Clinic B said they do provide and can withdraw my blood immediately. At that point of time i didnt think much so went in to withdraw my blood. The doctor withdraw my blood and asked me to hold onto the cotton on the wound. So i did. And you know what he did? He passed me a plaster and said in a few minutes i can remove the cotton and put on this plaster. WTH? Me? Me putting the plaster on my elbow part with a wound and no one is helping me? What kind of doctor is this? Is not as though there are patients waiting outside to get treated......there's not a single soul outside waiting. Haiz.....still charge me $15 for it.....qinning had her blood group test for just $10.

Monday is my A level Chinese paper. I hope this is the last time i will have to do a Chinese paper and get an A. Please, i dun want to be like O level like that, get A2. Though is still an A, but is like hanging there, not high nor low, making me frustrated. PLEASE. HIGH 'A' FOR CHINESE.

Update

Finally here to blog, didnt blog for quite some time. You can see the date of my last post. It was so long ago. Anyway, dun think i will blog so much now, there's simply no time. JC life is so hectic.....

I thought i will still be able to manage school work in jc when i was choosing my school, but i was WRONG. Not only am i finding it difficult to cope, i just have no idea to deal with it....SO different from secondary school. The problem is that we end school LATE. VERY LATE. With my combination of subject, the timetable is the worst you can get. I am really glad i didnt got in to AJC, if not, i will be dead by now. For now, i am suffocating, struggling.

Promotional exams just ended. I can have a short break, but i dun really feel good. Knowing that my results are going to be disappointing........i just cant imagine it. What most people in JC1 hope now is to get promoted........be it borderline or not, at least get promoted and move on, not wasting one more year, though i agree that is better have a good foundation. I am scared, just like taking my O level results. The physics paper was a disaster for me during O level, but there's a miracle, or should i say they marked down. Are there any more miracles? Well, i cant depend on that too. Whatever effort i put in will be reflected on my results, i cant change anything. Again, i just dun have the TIME to study and finish revising for my promos. For those i finished, some are just flipped through, get the main idea, not in depth enough to get myself prepared for promos. I wanted to revise during the September holidays, but just no TIME. I need to do tutorials - since the teachers having teaching the syllabus, revision packages. How to revise thoroughly? Furthermore, i just cant imagine they finishing teaching the JC1 syllabus during the last week of school and promos starts immediately the following week. Plus, no study leave, just gave us two consultation days. Maybe i really dunno how to manage my time well. But what i can say is that i really didnt waste any time doing something that is not important. *sigh*

No wonder people always say secondary school life is the best. I agree with that totally, especially the last 2 years.