1 year 5 months 5 days

It's exactly 1 month after my birthday. 

I came across 你的婚禮's theme song on YouTube. It reminded me that I watched this movie exactly 1 month ago. 

The theme song '不遺憾' is still not on Spotify...I wonder when it will be on Spotify so that I can listen to it when I workout. 

I watched the korean version of the movie on YouTube. I still find the China's version better. I felt the feelings of the lead actor and actress were more impactful as compared to the Korean version. I guess the theme songs helped to play a part as well. I have to say though, the scenes were really quite similar for both versions.

I do feel better. No longer tear up before I sleep. 

Time will heal everything, right? 

1 year 4 months 21 days

It's been a while since my last post. 

How have I been? I'm fine.

Am I still sad over it? I don't think I am. However, I feel that I am missing out on something. 

I feel that I am not happy with my life. 

I cannot feel much happiness in my life. 

I am not sure if it's due to the mundane life that I have right now...

Nothing special or interesting because I no longer go on holidays...

I just don't feel happy. 

I seem to be looking for something to fill up the emptiness I am feeling. 

Be it food. Be it activities. Be it a workout. 

They just don't fill up this emptiness that I have. 

I know it's my choice to be happy. 

It's entirely up to me. 

I did try my best to be happy but I just don't think I succeeded. 

Am I thinking too much?